Friday, October 1, 2010

014.

Lately, it feels as if nothing is going my way.
It's complicated, it is life.
Love is always complicated in my case. 
Possibly because of my over-obsessively, uncanny, unknowing way of thinking when it comes to trust and relationships. This is most likely due to the fact that I do have trust issues, even though I try to deny it. It may also be that I do not understand the concept fully of how somebody can be loved by someone else when the person being loved doesn't love themselves. He probably thinks that I am moody, and don't make any sense. Which is true but probably for different reasons than expected.
None the less, I do love this boy. 
He knows, 
And he said it first.

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